This is outstanding. The writing and the concept, and they are apace, as well as consistent.
And poignant. I rarely regret my decision to never bear or raise children, but this is the closest I've yet come. I FELT THIS in my soul.
I hope you realize your AWESOME, NOT-SELFISH dream whenever you're ready and able. I think the world would be a better place if the people who had kids were only the people who WANTED them so deeply and purely. People who would try their hardest to be Good Parents. If you feel this strongly pre-parenthood, once you're there, you'll be an incredible one.
Following your blog and looking forward to more. As well as wishing you all the best on your way to parenthood.